fanie: tulisan-tulisan tak berbatas

vrijdag, oktober 14

it's not a matter of win or lose,
but what matters is how you put the blame.
posted by stefanie at 7:17 AM

zaterdag, oktober 1

could you see now?

if only there's still a small tiny drop of "human"ity inside you
then why would you dare to drop the bombs inside?
just to wait for it going off
and laugh over the other people's sorrow

tell me, you fucking terrorist!
pissing everyone's off and trying to make them lose their mind
just like you do
ha!
just like you bastards do

great job, bomb makers
and the gate of fire's waiting for you
posted by stefanie at 6:37 PM

vrijdag, juli 22

I graduated.
July 20, 2005 was the day they announced me that I passed my Oral Surgery exam, which also means I am finished with all the college years and to be a real dentist.

the whole family was delighted to hear about that good news. I thought God is perfectly fair. He made everything beautiful in its time, I had the party of my parents' wedding anniversary over and a few days later I was gifted by this very good news, so beautiful such it is!

Pat & Greg were there as well, which I thought also that was great moment to celebrate that very big day. they departed yesterday, another farewell, but much hope that we will see each other again someday! ^^

so let me just write this simple words,
I learned that my achievement is because of my mistakes and my success is due to my weaknesses, so that wherever I go, I will always remember the day they told me I was there to be a real dentist, after all I have been through for this 5,5 years - ciao!
posted by stefanie at 7:56 AM

maandag, juni 20

We believe in one Lord, Jesus Christ,the only Son of God,
eternally begotten of the FatherGod from God,
Light from Light,true God from true God,
begotten, not made,of one Being with the Father,
Through him all things were made.
For us and for our salvationhe came down from heaven;
by the power of the Holy Spirit
he became incarnate from the virgin Mary,
and was made man.
For our sake he was crucified under Pontius Pilate;
he suffered death and was buried.
On the third day he rose again
in accordance with the Scriptures;
he ascended into heaven
and is seated at the right hand of the Father.
He will come again in glory to judge the living and the dead,
and his kingdom will have no end.
posted by stefanie at 12:15 AM

been so much viruses lately.

mulai dari virus komputer yang alhasil udah bikin komputer gw hobi banget mati2 sendiri gak pake permisi, sampai virus flu (bukan flu burung!!) yang udah bikin idung gw sukses mampet gak jelas, ditambah bersin2 minimal 20x per hari, dan meler kemudian... dan menyebabkan komplikasi berupa dahak yang nyangkut di tenggorokan, bikin gw musti neguk obat batuk yang rasanya supppperrrrr pait bin nggak enak (pernah tu ada ide biar obat batuk terasa enak, dicampur aer, sirop dan bubble) hehehe emang mo jualan bubble tea... ohh andai obat batuk bisa seenak bubble tea, gw rela tu batuk2 terus hehehhehe kacaww... :(

swamped akibat se-ton kerjaan yang musti dikelarin. ngurusin pesta silver wedding yang ternyata ngga sedikit waktu, pikiran dan tenaga yang terkuras... huhuhu... persiapan konser bulan juli yang bakal 2 kali, latihan2 tambahan dengan lagu2 yang nggak ada normal2nya! waks... ternyata emang sih lagu Aram Khachaturian tu 'ajaib' sekali, somehow musti nanya2 ka eric mulu ini lagu maksudnya apa seh... interpretasi gw suka ngaco sih..

wish me luck for the exam results. i really want to get graduated this time. really do.

[f] ^_^ laparrrzzz.....
posted by stefanie at 12:00 AM

maandag, april 18

kemarin, gw liat Maksim latihan di fatmawati, barengan ma Twilite Orchestra. lucu aja, pagi2nya tuh gw yang baru nonton dvd maksim ngeliatin dia maen trus komentar2, eh siangnya trnyata gw beneran ketemu dia dan duduk di bawah deket dia main piano. rasanya weird gitu.
Maksim orangnya easy going banget, generous pula, down-to-earth basically tapi promotor2 reseh itu emang nyebelin! (or mereka dibayar untuk jadi nyebelin yah?) gw mo deketin dia buat minta tandatangan or foto bareng aja nggak dikasih bo! tapi bukan fanie namanya kalo gampang nyerah dong :p so, kebetulan aja pas selesai latihan, sebelum pulang dianterin manager TYO, mas Budi, gw duduk2 di situ, ada mas Addie MS di sebelah lagi ngutak ngatik HP karena dia lumayan bingung ada bnyk misscall di HPnya dan dia ngga tau siapa. udah gitu sempet2nya lagi ngerjain gw! sial! "fanie you're so funny!" yeah, i know... :p
anyway, sore itu gw dapat tandatangan Maksim, tapi anyhow gw seneng banget bisa ketmu orang spt dia. hope the concert this evening will also do the same way!

good job Maksim!bravo!
posted by stefanie at 10:56 PM

woensdag, maart 23

everyone was happy with the concert, and so was I.
and I don't have any idea why there are actually tons of works, endless tasks I will have to be doing within these 3 months. well.. if there wasn't because of the matter of killing the time, I would've been killed by the time myself ha ha ha..

this week's supposed to be holy. well...in my brain's dictionary "to be better with the relationship you build with God" I've gotta do lots of things at church, for the first time maybe, this is gonna be and it is obviously a terribly busy one.
hundreds of people will fulfill the church during the 3 holy days and including Easter as well, and I just hope there is always health that God grant me, to do all the works He conveys me to finish.

that's for today I guess. I am in my cousin's office. so dark outside, pouring rain does no matter :)
che trova un amico, trovo un tesoro..
posted by stefanie at 1:07 AM

woensdag, januari 26

i decided to drop a brief visit to Sherina's webpage, after realizing that she'll be one important part in our coming concert in March, which is the moment to convey our sympathies of what had happened in Aceh and North Sumatera.
Well...perhaps idenya Mas Budi kali yaa? yang bikin nama konser itu (ssstt....masih rahasia!!) semula karena schedulenya akhir Januari ini, dan musibah tak terelakkan terjadi, maka dipending jadi Maret awal gitu. dan karena event ini juga, Sherina bakal ikutan nyanyi, itu juga artinya ketambahan 2 lagu lagi. banyak banged hal baru yang ngga kepikir sebelumnya, sekarang malah jadi lebih semangat deh!

berita buruknya, guys, gw belom sah jadi dokter gigi neh, huaaikssss....!!! yeah gara2 dosen2 itu bilang kalo gw masih belom punya cukup nilai di Oral Surgery so sebaiknya gw ujian lagi Maret ini baru daftar yudisium lagi. O.S. sucks! no problemo lah, lagipula lulus cepet2 daftar sekolahannya juga masih lama..hahaha...mudah2an...yeah!! MUDAH2AN untuk term ujian berikutnya gw lulus so there'll be nothing more to worry about!
yang ngeselin tuh, sehari sebelom yudisium kemaren, temen2 gw yang udah pada yakin banged gw bakal pass them all, dan termasuk gw juga jadi termakan confidence-nya mereka ..hehe.. pas masuk ruangan dan demi ngedengrin mereka bilang kalo gw belum lulus, ditambah komentar pedas dari beberapa dosen yang SANGAT mengharapkan gw lulus cepet... ih, kalo mau gw lulus cepet ya udah atuh lulusin aja pake disangkut2 suruh ujian lagi sih Maret!! nyebelin!!

tapi banyak orang bilang dan gw akui ada benernya, bahwa ini bukan big deal. iyah, memang lulus dan belum lulus cuma masalah usaha dan waktu. dan hoki. hwehwe...serius!
dan semua itu akan terjadi pada waktunya sendiri. kali aja ada alesan napa gw begini, mungkin spaya ngga underestimate any subjects in my college life, trus gw mungkin emang ngasal pas jawab soal kemaren.. yah semuanya udah terjadi. you cannot change what already happened, but still can change what's gonna happen in the future.

:)

posted by stefanie at 5:35 AM

Indonesia Menangis Lyric (Versi 2.0)
Cipt: Chossy Pratama

Tuhan marahkah Kau padaku ?
Inikah akhir duniaku ?
Kau hempaskan jarimu di ujung banda
Tercenganglah seluruh dunia

Tuhan mungkin Kau kuabaikan
Tak ku dengarkan peringatan
Kusakiti engkau sampai perut bumi
Maafkan kami ya robbi

Engkau yang perkasa pemilik semesta
Biarkanlah kami songsong matahari
Engkau yang pengasih ampunilah dosa
Memang semua ini kesalahan kami

Oh Tuhan ampuni kami
Oh Tuhan tolonglah kami
Tuhan ampuni kami
Tuhan tolonglah kami

from sherinaonline.com

posted by stefanie at 5:29 AM